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SoulplaceLast night I visited the blue field again I sat in the tall, wonderfully itchy grass and stared up at the place where I should be. I felt the wind surrender and break to the curves of my body and was depressingly happy.
I stood and smiled at the imprint of my body in the ground.
I closed my eyes and felt the earth beneath my feet... And danced the dance of utter contentment.
My tree was faithfully rooted in its usual place. It's never felt the need to move. I suppose it's happy Just being under the stars
I laid a bare foot on its lowest branch and climbed Soulplace
by ~KidskinKilljoy

But you knew it all alongClose your breath and hold your eyes While rock bottom at you flies With ciggarette burns in its carpet A web of lies, and a bloody corsett.
Enter the room where your faith you once stored Knock over the beer bottles by the door "Salvation" jumped ship, you're out in the cold Forget those bed-time tales they told.
Forget about purposes; you've only one: Take breath after breath until you are done.
Forget who you were, child, forget. You just hit the bottom of a bottomless pit. But you knew it all along
by ~KidskinKilljoy

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The Saddest PartI loved you. I really think I did. You could've tried and loved me back, but you just ran away and hid. So many scars... all of your name.. but the knives couldn't come close to your inflicted pain I was merely a doll, tossed aside after use. I meant nothing to you, and THAT is the truth. Not the lies you told, or the promises you sold. I was but dust beneath your feet. unnoticed and trampled like the most delicate of flowers.. now I think back to all the wasted painful hours.. I thought you cared about me, but I can see I was dead wrong, &nb The Saddest Part
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I HATE you

Wed Sep 30, 2009, 2:53 PM

I hate you so much. Why? Because.
Because we could have been perfect together
Because you used to be so cute and awkward before you became an arrogant asshole
Because I love you so much more than you could imagine
Because you never called me back
Because you have facial hair now
Because I miss how we used to be
Because you're the one place I want to be most... and you don't deserve it one bit.
Because I see your face randomly without warning... everywhere
Because you're beautiful
Because you don't want me
Because you're tall now
Because I can never see you again
Because there's no more trampoline
Because you are the ONE fucking person I KNOW I was meant to be with.
Because you can't see that, even when others can.
Because you can't see what I'm really worth, even now that I can.

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Mood: Uneasy
Listening to: A song that shouldn't have reminded me of you.
Reading: Eclipse.. again

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Current Residence: Farmington, AR
Interests: Traveling, Swimming, Dancing, Origami
Favourite movie: Sweeney Todd, The Breakfast Club, any Horror Movies
Favourite band or musician: I'm a loyal Green Day fan, and damn proud of it.
Favourite genre of music: Alternative, punk, metal
Favourite artist: Salvador Dali
MP3 player of choice: ipod nano 3rd gen.
Shell of choice: SEA shell! (joke)
Favourite game: Candy Land!!!! x3
Favourite cartoon character: Gir or Gaz of Invader Zim, Raven from Teen Titans, Cheese & Bloo from Fosters
Personal Quote: Thank God for chubby chasers.

Email: octopiarefriends@hotmail.com

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~Myrtillis Apr 3, 2009, 1:48:56 AM

thanks for the fav!
i hope you'll like my other photos.

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"i embraced the summer dawn."

~brain7492 Sep 30, 2008, 6:52:33 AM

Thank you for the faves darling, did you like the pictures?

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You had to break me, so that I could make me.
Take a look at me now.

~loversheart Sep 5, 2008, 6:48:28 AM

wondered how long it would take for crys real friends to add me

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Here the Tragically Beautiful
And the Beautifully tragic
Drift through this night
In a last Quest for magic
-- trans-siberian orchestra "the lost christmas eve"

~loversheart Sep 5, 2008, 6:53:19 AM

whoops sorry i got confused and though i was on my page XD

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Here the Tragically Beautiful
And the Beautifully tragic
Drift through this night
In a last Quest for magic
-- trans-siberian orchestra "the lost christmas eve"

*BonnieBon Sep 3, 2008, 8:49:48 PM

Thanks for the fav!

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I'm insane, it's my own decision.

=Nowherexbutxhere Aug 15, 2008, 12:20:10 AM

Thanks a lot for the fave. Here’s a link to my gallery: [link] you could, please check out my whole gallery if you haven't already

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